that feeling you get in the pit of your stomach, it wells up, boiling up into your throat and your words tremble.. it shakes every muscle, every bone in your body.. and when you try to grab a deep breath your chest pushes back. your eyes go dark and your head gets light.. the tears form and fall from your face.. and you know you shouldnt let this feeling take over, but all you wanna do is make this pain stop. this horrific awful pain end.

so I’m going to cry until I run out of tears. because I dont know how else to deal with it..

I just want you to hold me, kiss me, and tell me that everything’s going to be okay.. I wish that you’d care enough to at least make sure I’m okay.. You meant the world to me, I dropped everything for you and with in an instant your ready to forget everything that’s happened and be friends.. I can’t even begin to comprehend the hurt and anger and confusion that you and this stupid break up has caused me.. I just want you to break and for you to call me or even text me that you can’t be without me.. I wish that you felt the same way I do about this.. I’m miserable with out you, and your out with all your friends while I’m at home crying myself to sleep.. The point is, I’m alone.. again..

I’d never dream that I’d love somebody like you..